Well. I found out they aren't replacing me at work. They are farming out my responsibilities to other departments. That's fine, I don't care...it's just that...
I can't get a bank job, and now my current job has decided they don't need me...
It seems I don't have any value to anybody.
Including my husband. My value is in what I do for him. Which, up till now, has been, make money, provide insurance, and take care of the family too. Pretty much everything. It's been no secret that he liked that I worked.
I called him cause I was upset about the feeling worthless. You know when you just really need to talk to someone and have them make you feel better?
He pretty much said, "Yeah, well...this is what you wanted."
He doesn't give a shit about me, and is going to resent me just like my first husband did. The only people who love me no matter what are my kids. Who aren't home all week (at xh's parents). I want my kids.
So....right now I just can't wait till these two weeks are over and I can start ENJOYING my new life. Right now...not so hot. Why couldn't I have just gotten the bank job. I wonder if people ever stop to think that not getting a job, losing some money, etc...can actually ruin someone's life. I wish the people who made the decision not to hire me knew what it meant to me.
So now....I am a nothing.
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