I am actually editing this because I am not as miserable as I used to be. My life is much better than when I started this blog. I am now a stay at home mom, which is what I wanted. Today, I am getting along with my husband, although that is subject to change at any moment. So...as of today, May 31, 2009...this is me, a 30 year old stay at home mom of 3 kids, whose life would actually be really good if we had enough money to live at all comfortably, who has lost 14 lbs since Easter and really hopes to lose at least 14 more. I'm actually doing... ok.